Someone take me on an official date, I haven’t been on one of those real ones for half a year. I kinda miss them :(

I’ve decided not to shed a tear at graduation. It’s not a time for farewells, but a time for congratulatory messages. They’re not leaving forever, they’ll just be off living their lives elsewhere. The visits will sure be infrequent and the memories will surely fade, the relationships won’t be as close, but that’s not the point. The main idea is to celebrate the fact that they’ve made it and they’re all gonna take another step in life, a step towards a brighter future for all of them. I’m going to be proud, happy, and nostalgic at graduation, not melancholic.

You can’t just do this to me, you can’t just talk to me everyday for like a month and just stop. I got used to it.

We talked today, and it’s the fact that our conversations are infrequent that make them more special and true to the heart. We don force out LOLs and hahaa or have moments when we just reply just for the sake of replying, every time I talk to you, it’s different, it’s like a privilege that I really want to keep.

I’m gonna leave it all behind and start every day brand new without the stress, disappointment, and hurt from yesterday. Happiness will be my way of life.

Stomach ache at 1 am no bueno.

Laying here trying to tell myself that you shouldn’t matter, that our texting routine was only something that I shouldn’t take seriously, I’m trying to make myself forget you, please tell me I shouldn’t forget you.

I’m trying so hard not to talk to you.